that negro

he is hot.

his lips.

his cheeky smile

that talk.

fucking player, good smell.

He hurt me. 

but I dont hate him.

He made me feel stupid, dumb

ugly, immature

a kid

a stupid kid

but his name is a tattoo in my heart

y

Being and trying to be bad its not easy

I love being a bad girl

not bad girl

just bad girl

I will be good to you 

and bad to me.

I could have I fucked with niggas

not 1

not 2

even 3

but yeah i was good to them

and some

were not too bad to bad to me

but I dont know.

Maybe someone wants to see me playimg games and

getting hurt til one day

that for me

that day

will never come.

Or it might

but only G knows if he will be the right.

the simple stupidest question is
should I?
I know I should and can if I want to
but
what if
this is just not right
and I end up
with
my
fragile
sweet
pervert
cold?





heart.
broken.

"The kindest people

are the kindest 

because they

know what

its like

to be hurt

the most"